Going in Circles

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Like a silly dog chasing it’s tail
I keep going in circles
I keep chasing you
And I keep going back at zero

I just wanna find you
Why is it so hard?
I just wanna be with you
Is that so bad?

Like a playlist on loop
I keep going in circles
I played all the songs
And I keep going back to song one

I just wanna find you
Why is it so hard?
I just wanna be with you
Is that so bad?

I won’t give up
No, I can’t give up
Not until I find you
I can’t let go until you say so
Is that so bad?
I don’t wanna live in regret
Why is it so hard?

I just wanna find you
I just wanna be with you
Is that so bad?
Why is it so hard?

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Baby You’re My Coffee

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Baby you’re my coffee
I can’t resist you
I can’t stop looking for you
I can’t stop wanting you
I keep coming back for more

When it’s hot
You keep me cool
And when it’s cold
You keep we warm

Baby you’re my coffee
I can’t resist you
I can’t stop missing you
I can’t stop wanting you
I keep coming back for more

When I’m bored or out of it
You keep me focused
Or when I’m tired and sleepy
You keep me up

Not too sweet
Not too bitter
But also not bland
You’re just the right blend

Baby you’re my coffee
I can’t resist you
I can’t stop missing you
I can’t stop wanting you
‘Coz you’re just the right blend
I keep coming back for more

Talking Fights and Talking Silence

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Do you remember how we used to watch basketball games every Friday night?
Do you remember playing the family computer every Friday whenever the season was over?
Or how we used to watch movies every Saturday night?
Sometimes we’d run out of new movies to watch, so sometimes we’d watch a movie twice
On Sundays you’d always eat lunch at our house, and wash the dishes together after
We always did things together, and we’d always fight when we’re together
My parents used to scold us whenever we fight, saying “Why stick together when you’re always fighting!?” we’d always stop fighting and laugh whenever we hear that

Then you moved and went to college
Ten years passed and I haven’t heard or seen anything from you
During the first two years that you left, my friends kept asking me about you
They couldn’t believe that you never contacted me after you left
Even I didn’t understand. After all, we were always together like a package
Then one day, we just stopped talking about you. Not even mentioning your name

We met again when I runaway to Paris
I was sick and tired of my life so I ignored you
I needed a break from the suffocating world
I needed to do something or I’ll really be in trouble
I took long walks and stopped at coffee shops to rest
I knew you followed behind whenever I took long walks
You sat on the next table whenever I stopped at coffee shops
I knew all that, but I still ignored you
Just like that, you followed me for a month
When you finally sat on my table, you didn’t say anything
Instead, you just smiled
We didn’t talk or anything, we just had coffee
On the way back, we just walked together not saying anything
Just like that, we had long walks and coffee breaks together for a month

When it was time to go back, you came with me to the airport
We waited together until the boarding time not saying anything
Before I left, you still didn’t say anything and just smiled
Two weeks passed after returning home and I was starting to get grumpy again
I was annoyed. I kept thinking about you
I kept thinking about the time we were together
And I kept thinking why you didn’t follow me back home
I thought why bother doing what you did when you’ll just leave again
Later that afternoon, I went to a nearby coffee shop to meet a friend
I messaged my friend that I’ll order first while I wait
The staff brought two cups of coffee on my table
I looked up the staff and said “Excuse me, but I only ordered…”
Then standing behind the staff, I saw you looking at me with a smile
I looked at you in surprise and amazement for about three seconds and smiled back

Do you remember what I said that time?
I said “I’m sorry I ignored you in Paris, I was angry at the world…”
You said “I disappeared from you, I deserved it. I’m sorry.”
Then you laughed and held my hand when I said “Let’s not ignore and disappear on each other.”

Red Lips

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Red lips never lie
Good or bad
Red lips never lie
Every word was true
Every word came true
Red lips never lie

Thump, thump
Something thumping in my chest
Thump, thump
Something’s got me thumping
Thump, thump
Someone’s got me thumping

Red lips never lie
Good or bad
Red lips never lie
Every word was true
Every word came true
Red lips never lie

Hate the red lips
It never lies
Love the red lips
It never lies

Like the red lips
It never lies
Is there something thumping in your chest?
Is there something got you thumping?
Is there someone got you thumping?
Love the red lips
It never lies

Red lips never lie
Good or bad
Red lips never lie
Every word was true
Every word came true
Red lips never lie

Hate the red lips
It never lies
Love the red lips
It never lies

Lonely

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Lately it’s been hard for me
I keep ignoring it
Keeping myself busy
Pretending not to feel anything
Pretending not to notice

Lately I’ve been thinking,
Wouldn’t it be nice
To have someone to walk with
To have someone to eat with
To have someone to play around with
To have someone to hold hands with

Wouldn’t it be nice
To have someone to share
Your precious and lamest times with

I have my family and friends
I laugh and cry with them
I lean on them just as they do to me
We take care of each other
But when I’m alone
I keep missing someone
I keep wanting be with that someone
It feels so sad missing that someone
A part of me feels missing
Because of that someone

Lately I’m so lonely
And it’s been hard for me
I keep ignoring it
Pretending not to feel anything
Pretending not to notice
I feel so lonely these days

Until You Come Back

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Until you come back
I won’t tell you
I can’t tell you now
Not like this when you’re leaving
Hold on to what we have
And come back to me

I won’t go anywhere
I’ll be here
So you can find me
When you come back

I won’t go anywhere
Until you come back
I’ll tell you when you come back
Hold on to what we have
And come back to me

Until you come back
Hold on to me
I won’t go anywhere
Until you come back
Hold on to what we have

Come back
Hurry back
Come back to me

Sorry Because I’m Sorry

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Sorry…
I mean I’m sorry…

I kept babbling without thinking
I only said what I wanted to say
I was so busy about myself
Thinking how hurt I was…

I’m sorry I didn’t notice
That something was off…

I’m sorry I didn’t look at you
I’m sorry I didn’t ask you
I’m sorry I didn’t get the chance to listen…

I’m sorry I was to full of myself
I didn’t notice you were hurting…

I could’ve seen it
I could’ve asked you
I could’ve listened
Then I could’ve comforted you…

I’m sorry that all I can is “I’m sorry…”

I’m not Saying I Don’t Love You

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We found love
Like the flowers blooming in Spring
We were so in love back then
We were so happy
We didn’t need anything
Except each other

Why am I saying this?
I’m not saying
I don’t love you anymore
I don’t mean it like that
What I’m trying to say is

I miss the butterflies
I miss the extreme joy
I miss the extreme sadness
I miss the craziness

I miss the times we had
I miss us before

Something changed in us
The feeling is still there
Yet I feel neither
More of love or
Less of love

Most of the time its ok
I don’t mind

But sometimes I feel frustrated
I wanna do something, anything
I don’t care what
I just wanna do something
Its so frustrating it drives me crazy

I miss you even when we’re together
I miss us even when together

I’m not saying
I don’t love you anymore
I don’t mean it like that
I love you
I can’t stop missing you
I love us
I can’t stop missing us
Don’t think too much
It must be one of ‘those days’ for me

I Feel so Full

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I feel so full
I feel like I feel too much
I feel like my chest is gonna burst
If I listen to a song right now
I’d be sensitive to every sound and word of it
Feeling all emotional as if it were written for me

I feel so full
I wanna laugh my jaws out
As if the happiest thing happened to me

I feel so full
I wanna cry my eyes out
As if the saddest thing happened to me

I feel so full
I wanna shout out loud
As if the craziest thing happened to me

I feel like going crazy
I feel so full
I feel so full
I might not make it
I just might go crazy
If keep all this feelings to myself
I’m gonna burst
I wanna let go